Ohh goshh...
I start with yesterday story moli.
I when out to tracy's homey and cit chat about her love life.
After that i follow her accompany at Skill admiration saloon. So i bring my BF in case i'm boring waiting her straighten her hair. Hurmm.. but my BF mejal wanna get out from the saloon. I wanna see my fwens hair how it gonna be after cutting new style hair. I hate guys with to many excuse!!! but i still love my BF :P
So we when to wait bus at bus stop. We talk about something. Well we not have the same view. Both of us quarreling like we see on TV3 about parlimen n pembangkang. hahaha.
Suddenly he talk about STPM..
Lerry : Pa exam bsok?
Me : Pengajian Perniagaan 2. (i smile.)
Lerry : dapat msk ka blaja last minute? Sy rasa sy x rasa kamu dapat lulus STPM ni.
Me : dapat.( i said it so that i cheer myself) last minute exam sy dpt buat. mcm spm. (he give his face away, i get sad, he never wanna give me support) OK la ok la.. saya x sembayang gk pas ni minta lulus, minta tolong sy time exam mulai mlm ni. PUAS?! ( i start membebel again) Mentang2 i always fail. bcoz i dont learn. tp sejak 23nov, sy dapat buat yg tbaik kat paper STPM. Kmu x mauk sy lulus,tpulang laa..thanks for ur prayer to make fail! I know u wanna buy me a car, house, everything i want u give me kan..
Lerry : ( Diam) Mana da, klau sy last minit blaja sy xdpt.
ME : i know u wanna blanja me & my family. I also wanna be success not only u in this world.
I start with yesterday story moli.
I when out to tracy's homey and cit chat about her love life.
After that i follow her accompany at Skill admiration saloon. So i bring my BF in case i'm boring waiting her straighten her hair. Hurmm.. but my BF mejal wanna get out from the saloon. I wanna see my fwens hair how it gonna be after cutting new style hair. I hate guys with to many excuse!!! but i still love my BF :P
So we when to wait bus at bus stop. We talk about something. Well we not have the same view. Both of us quarreling like we see on TV3 about parlimen n pembangkang. hahaha.
Suddenly he talk about STPM..
Lerry : Pa exam bsok?
Me : Pengajian Perniagaan 2. (i smile.)
Lerry : dapat msk ka blaja last minute? Sy rasa sy x rasa kamu dapat lulus STPM ni.
Me : dapat.( i said it so that i cheer myself) last minute exam sy dpt buat. mcm spm. (he give his face away, i get sad, he never wanna give me support) OK la ok la.. saya x sembayang gk pas ni minta lulus, minta tolong sy time exam mulai mlm ni. PUAS?! ( i start membebel again) Mentang2 i always fail. bcoz i dont learn. tp sejak 23nov, sy dapat buat yg tbaik kat paper STPM. Kmu x mauk sy lulus,tpulang laa..thanks for ur prayer to make fail! I know u wanna buy me a car, house, everything i want u give me kan..
Lerry : ( Diam) Mana da, klau sy last minit blaja sy xdpt.
ME : i know u wanna blanja me & my family. I also wanna be success not only u in this world.
-SILENT MOMENT-
Bus coming.
I sit beside him with no mood at all. I just sit n play the game in my fon. He hold my hand, but i dont want. My heart still hurts inside. He ask why. I said nothing. He pull my hand, but i throw him hand on his lap. He look at me. My head thinking alot of thing, then i wanna cry. he ask y. i said nothing. i refrain from crying.. I'm hurt inside because he not support me when i'm in difficulty. Uff.. I need tracy now...well i understand her well. she understand me well also.
I sit beside him with no mood at all. I just sit n play the game in my fon. He hold my hand, but i dont want. My heart still hurts inside. He ask why. I said nothing. He pull my hand, but i throw him hand on his lap. He look at me. My head thinking alot of thing, then i wanna cry. he ask y. i said nothing. i refrain from crying.. I'm hurt inside because he not support me when i'm in difficulty. Uff.. I need tracy now...well i understand her well. she understand me well also.
