My Wish list ! :D

SE Xperia X10 mini pro

OR

SE Xperia X10 mini pro 2.

I love this smell,Escada

Twenty years life

I'm currently working at Secret Recipe at Bintang Megamall. i'm working while waiting for UPU result release. i already planned that i'll be get off from Miri to future my study. but everything is cancel cuz i dont have the chance to future studies. Almost 90% of Stpm student at SMK Riam get through Degree. The other still tanam anggur n working.

I already made my planned but always have been disturbing by my father n my family economic seen my father already pencen and heart attack.

::1st options::

I wanna future studies at Unitar ( UNIVERSITI TUNKU ABDUL RAHMAN at Kuching ) but the problem is how can i survive myself if my family economic is in bad shape. Unless i work rite?!

:: 2nd options::

I'll work at any office hours at offshore company(cuz i love offshore that's why). then at night i'll get night classes at College Fajar/IBS/Open University. i think i wanna get Human resource management/Business management /OSH( Safety)

I think, ill prefer 2nd options,cuz i can help to stable the money n still get my diploma.

OH God please help me!! bcoz of Your blesses i can walk my life calmly. i ever think that i wanna married sooner.but WAIT if i'm married the problem become worse then before and i'll be miss out the great life to be young adult. Now i aim my life so that I'll settle all the problem then i'll be satisfied to live my own life.

#Oh God u know i trust everything on You!

Thank you for the sweet surprise You have done to me!

Last day working

HELLO HYE!!

Here i wanna bla bla on my blog that today, friday 11/feb/11

Is my last day of working as S.A HOTLINK airport.

Its my 1st place i work. I never work before, i always shopping using my father money. ;)

I work here since 3 Jan after that, my boyfwen when to Johor the next day, for further his study as diploma welding. I'm proud n support him. I love him so much. Oh ya.. on the 4 january is the funniest night. I cry while i eat burger MarryBrown. I'm hungry at the same time. My fwen, he open sad songs while i'm sad. He so bad..huhu.

Now, I'm gonna work at Bintang Plaza at Secret Resepie i think..

I dunno where to go, maybe with my niece, Brenda as a S.A again..

But i already trauma begin SA. Money lost. my goodness.. damn damn..

Thanks all, thanks for reading my unfunnily blog =_=.

I leave u with some pix :)

3rd Jan 11- we crazy like bubbles

Malvin,me & anol :)

My one of my bestfwen in miri, cath :) others is at kuching :)

Ashari in the middle, he is new here, guess he what race is he?

Incident 10 Dec 2010

Sial! This guy name Noel & Ferdrick Petrus ttba like me. This Noel admire me. He started admire me since he seen me at Majalah sekolah tahunan smk Riam. He's just the ex student from there too. I dont know how n who is he. He take my number from my friend. This Ferdrick Petrus he just a faker profile from FACEBOOK.COM. He suddenly said he love me, what a amazing eye i have.chehh. I know who i am, i ain not pretty as if u said it FAKER!

Noel
He suddenly msg me, time i was in the bad mood. haha. cian him knak anuk me. dh la my sony ericson cannot use the battery already damage. boyai. He keep on calling n sms me but i did't not replay him nor anwer his calling.

Ferderick Petrus
He just a faker profile in my facebook. he add me at thursday night,9dec. Then suddenly haiyaa..he said i have a amzing eye, pretty face. i know who i am bha. letih me layan u bha federick! Over alu wanna puji me. I know who the picture profile that he use it. He is my church member. So i know him, so that profile on the fb using fedrick pertus is not him at all.

On evening, i when to my boyfriend house. I bring my lappy cuz we wanna watch movie. Its kinda our hobby watching movie. We watch Alice in Wonderland. BEST! :D I tell everything on this story. He said i can remember. mesti laa..he always said i always forgot what he asking for from me.haha. While we watching the movie. He as usual checking my hp, who i'm calling & sms. He see my msg from this NOEL. He as me, who is this. I tell everything. Then i tell him about the FERDRICK PETRUS. Then he said he wanna check my fb profile. When he read my wall. He piss off watch that guy comment. His hand shaking wanna punch that guy. I just lay down n ready wanna hear what he said. He suddenly push the chair hardly. I just keep quiet. I dont wanna disturb him. He still mad at me. but for what. That guy fault no me. I ask money from him. I wanna go back, i dont wanna disturb him. But he dont late me. So i force him to let me go back.but he dont let. i search his wallet but empty. I wanna cry he mad at me like this. He suppose to mad at the guys not me. He suddenly angry with me. I mad at him back. He suddenly hug and hold me from behind so that i dont get angery at him. He hug me tightly. I want to run away from him.I want to go home! He keep on hugging me.he said something at the back from my head,but i cannot hear. I was so angry the treat me as it is my fault. Its the guys fault!! ='(

Blue Night

I feel cold from morning till night. I dont feel like i'm sick.but i feel blue today. I'm waiting for my charming man to come and take back his handphone. but he did not come. I miss you dear.. I really miss you. I wanna hug u dear..i feel blue & so cold to night ='(
I can't sleep but my eye tried already. My feeling still searching for himm.. Sakit anggau already.huhuhu.
I miss the time we laugh together & do funny thing.Hugging & we show our love with each other with each own way. I hate when we quarrel.Every time we quarrel, after that i forget y we get quarrel at the 1st place.but my heart still remember the pain. Maybe i love him so much i can kill off the reason from my mind why we start quarreling.
I miss him so bad. I miss his laugh. I miss his touch. I miss his funny face. ohhh...huhuhu..